Monday, February 27, 2012

Back


I can barely understand 
My own handwriting 
Let alone my fucked up mind
Like I'm rolling around 
On the very same bedsheets 
That make my scalp itch
In a cloud of cigarette smoke
I can hear morning birds chirp
I can see the sun rise 
Without a wink of sleep 
I wonder why they say 
Sleep is the cousin of death 
When not getting any will 
Kill you quicker 
As I dread the coming day 
In rush of a returning night 
To drink away
Stayin' awake is 
The real motherfucker 
Bathed in a great deal of denial 
This tub is my home 
With every ounce of 
Whiskey tainted water
That splashes from my dropping
A bottle only makes this moment 
That much sweeter 


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Tuesday, February 21, 2012

Solace



The calluses on my hands could've 
Saved a man from a stray bullet 
Standing as tall as the hair
On the back of my knuckles 
Dutch courage on the tips 
Of my fingers death dripping 
Down my palm across my lifeline 
My hand is slightly pressed against 
My nose I inhale the scent 
Like a lonely drunken soul 
The morning after cheap sex 
With all my demons 


"...And when they rise,
They rise above you 
As if you were 
Born into 
Dust..."


Old spiritual talk 
From the black man 
hanging on a rusty rail 
We caught eyes
I took a sip of liquor 
He hands me a bible 
My touch of blood 
Burned the pages 
So I poured liquor on it 
The black man said 
I'm going to hell 
By the hand of God 
If I continue to pour 
My liquor on those pages 
Will it take this pain 
From my throat
I poured liquor on that bible 
To consume what killed me 
And what Jesus is still dying for
Seized by a temporary 
Fixation I believed was 
An epiphany yet 
Unequal to my darkest figure



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Monday, February 13, 2012

Stargazer Lily

dedicated to my mom


Going through a world of pain 
Didn't stop you from 
Giving me a world of love


I wish I could place the world 
In your hands so everyone 
Could see what I see 
Like a passport with all the stamps 
To show the miles your heart 
Has traveled






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